If you can’t love yourself, I guess that’s it then.
‘It is finished.’ May those words land on your bones for the nights when fear tells you the cross was a beginning & you must finish grace.
so today (as a day of reflection), I’ve spent my time (aside from working and doing erica’s spanish homework) thinking about all the things that scare me. like moving to talahassee, like not knowing that I’m going to do with my life, like thinking about how much I am going to miss my friends and my family because I guess I’ve finally decided to leave (as of 20 minutes ago) and I am flying off the seat of my pants. HOWEVER I'm super excited to see what God has in store for me and also making new friends and also getting out of this dumb state filled with people that give me incredible anxiety.
overall looking at boys is a rly rewarding experience. talking to them, Not so much